there is a "secret" chat added (some ppl already found it lol), i updated the library page visuals (i have to edit the content tbh.. this is true for a few pages).. hmm that's about it.

i'm back, the past few days i've been conducting some intense site surgery, i finally organized all the files into folders to clean things up. fixed some page formatting, but the work isn't done yet.. i added a new page for blog posts, as i'm transitioning to compile them here instead of substack.

[https://pleasestoplookingat.me/blog/anthology]

i wanted to mention my annoyance with social media accounts because my art gets flagged. i won't stop posting there, i schedule everything in large batches for people over there to see. but sites are always more fun to work on even if less people end up seeing it.

i posted a new little video on youtube .. nothing crazy. it's always interesting to read the comments [ https://youtu.be/gRpgMyDbK5I ]

♡ i always forget how fun it is to make vids, but i don't get ideas for it very often and i like to wait for them to come to me randomly

i have a bit more time to make art these days finally, but right now i'm focused on traditional art. i forgot how fun it is, it's all i've been wanting to do now. but i realized i wanted to make a logs page to talk about art related things so now i'm also editing the neocities..

a lot things are unreleased, i started a small book and wrote quite a bit but ultimately decided i did not like it so i stopped. finished a VN + set it up in renpy.. but last year, i started a new book concept which is a surreal fictional journal style.. and i've written quite a few excerpts and really like it so far. the only problem is i only get sparks for it when things are bad, the tone is very painful. in any case i feel proud about what i wrote so far, i'm notworking on it these days.. but i won't abandon it ! i am just painting, sketching.. mostly.